Baby/ Toddler times

I don’t remember much at all about being a baby or a toddler. I’ve been told I didn’t walk till about 18 months old. I never crawled ever. I was also told my dad worked for shell oil driving truck. Some time before I was 3 he got a job logging and he moved to another town and we joined him some time around when I was 3. We had a dog and he was very gentle and loved to play with us outside. I don’t remember him other than pictures I’ve seen. Wen my dad moved for his job he also made some choices in life that would change everyone’s life. He joined the 101 knights biker gang. My first real memories of life was when I was about 5 years old. We lived in a little White House with a back veranda type hallway. My best friend lived next door and he and I played all the time. He had a tree in his front yard that we use to dig in the dirt and hammer nails in wood. We dug snow tunnels in the winter not that we had a ton of snow but I remember snow tunnels. One day I lift the hammer over my head to get some extra power to hit the nail and wham cracked his head just above his eye brow. I don’t have many good memories of this friendship. He had the best birthday party’s as there was money in the cake! He likes to play doctor and my mom would question why my shirt was on backwards when I got home. She use to laugh about us playing doctor. His older brother was a creep would push the dresser in front of his bedroom door so no one could get in. I was in the room with him. I don’t remember why he pushed the dresser in front of the door but I can see the dresser still. I remember him doubling me on his bike with me in the front and him pushed up against my back rubbing his crouch on me. Home life I will leave for another day!

In the beginning

I said this was going to be my life as I remember it but my life in the beginning is just people telling me things. I was born in a small city. I was 6 weeks early which that many years ago was very early. I was a twin I guess I’m still a twin but my sister passed away at 3 days old. I don’t know much other than not much prenatal care was done and they didn’t know my mom was pregnant with twins. I was B baby and a surprise when I decided to show my self. My sister had a brain hemorrhage before she was born and then all liquid in her lungs was not removed. I was very small and our combined weight was my big brothers exact birth weight. So life started with many days in the hospital.